My Friends by Fredrik Bachman
Stacey Irving • May 17, 2025
This one broke my soul

I just finished My Friends by Fredrik Bachman and now I am done sobbing… There is my review,
Louisa is reeling from her loss… All she wants to do is see the painting.. The one of the 3 kids on the pier… Everyone else sees the sea but she needs to know more about the people and when a chance encounter leads her to owning the world famous piece of artwork… She is set on a journey to learn about the people in the painting and heal some of the wounds in her own heart…
GAH! I spent a whole day reading this book. It took me hours upon hours because I could not stop the tears. The author always hits you in the feelers but this one started with a one two punch and I was not prepared.
Louisa ends up with the painting after a chance meeting with the artist who had commissioned his best friend to buy it back at auction. That’s the only spoiler… It is the story of Louisa and her life in foster care and her best friend Fish who died of an overdose. It was so bloody tragic and I am tearing up again.
We get 2 timelines… The current day with louisa on a journey with her new friend… One of the people from the painting, the other timeline is the summer the painting was painted. The writing is deep and painfully raw. It was like he took a knife and ripped my soul open with it.
I felt such affection for all the characters, especially Ted. The book literally told the story of all these broken people and the people who knew and loved them the best, were their friends. They took care of each other and lived for each other. I am an easy crier but I have never cried so much in my life. This book should come with a dehydration warning.
This book is about friendship and found family. The lengths we will go to, to protect the ones we choose to love. It was beautifully poetic and I don’t think I will ever be able to read another Bachman without feeling all the damn emotions..
If you are looking for a book that has the right balance of plot and character driven elements and you love books that will sit with you for a very long time…
THIS. This book has to be your next read.
5 stars… I would thank @bachmansk but how do you convey in words a book that reached you in places you didn’t know you had.
Thank you to @netgalley and @atriabooks for my husband… giving me a wide berth for 2 days after I finished haha!!
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